Here's to You,

Here’s to you, someone with deep ocean inside of you,

Live life to your best.

Do not ever try to figure it out for your mind may wander further than what people can reach. Sometimes all you need is clean sheet or books or hot chocolate. May those things comfort you next to He whom you believe in. Sometimes the call line is too busy to pick up your call and some unnecessary calls may interfere.

Please, put aside your expectation. Some people claim that they love you, but they deny to admit that you are their only sea worth exploring. But please, love people. It is such a shame to sit in a front row of a church and come home with judgement of how they are supposed to love you. That being said, you should also put aside people expectation for you. Sometimes, all you need is a shoulder to lean on and sometimes, it is yours, only.

Here’s to you, someone with profound wound,

Even if you give time time, it is still there. Please, do not worry about the scars. The only thing to do with your scars is to admit that they exist. Some people get way too pride about their scars as they are hardened by them. Some are way too ashamed to admit them, they are denials.  So, please stand in a fine line. If people get anxious about how you treat your scars, think no further. Please, do not stand in their way and watch them slowly leave.

Here’s to you, someone with profound thoughts at 2 AM in the morning,

You understand that changes are needed but not to be asked, yet you still wait for them. Pretending that it does not hurt you does no good with your scars. It ripped the sutures and reminded you of how the old thing happened. Though you are difficult, someone who promises to cross the ocean for you will stick to his words. Love needs effort which can be made only if you are willing to do so. But again, put aside your judgement and let go of the thoughts of how it is supposed to be. Maybe, it is how love supposed to be. Painful yet worth fighting for.

Sometimes, all you need is to fake it ‘till you make it. Let it flow in your vein and travel to your mind. Let no whisperer change your way of thinking, but to alter your way of adaptation. Stop showing your feelings, not everyone is ready to understand you. Sometimes, letting everything happen as what it does means doing a favor to yourself. Stop crying in the shower. Chop faster, yet effortlessly.

Here’s to you, someone with the needs to be understood,

Hide away your feelings, even if your guts tell you, before they hide away. Some are cool with being left out, some are yellow. You must know which category you belong to. So, wear some smiles and embrace your journey.

Do not tell your mama that this time you cannot handle this.

Here’s to you, someone with scars on her heart,

You got this.